Feelings Of Mine

by Jeremiah Morgan - Pisces

One time happy.
Two times sad.
Three times angery.
Forth time bad.
What is the true me?
What am I?
Am I ever happy
Or am I always mad?
Is there a true me?
Noone has ever known.
I am neither happy nor mad.
I am sad and alone.
I hate the way I feel today.
I wish it would go away.
I don't want it another day.
I have some secrets.
I have some thoughts.
None of which make me happy.
Where is my deserved happiness?
When does this torturous depression end?
When does my life begin again?
I wonder even now.
It's not a bad life if it ends the first time.

Reason for writing:

    I continue to wonder about my life.    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2001-11-16 18:01:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:17
Poem ID: 65738

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