every now and then, i follow the sounds in the halls, which i hope lead to you, but lead to a nowhere, nothing to be found, leaving me back to square one, when i think i'm strong enough, to face that we live without you, there is something in this routine life missing, which reminds us of you, we are never a whole, or a unit as before, when the day you left, it stamped a hole, within our hearts, a pain strongly felt, they suffer, as well as i, and now my friends suffer too, and for this reason, i suffer much more for all of you, i cannot take all this pain, being shared amongst us all, my pain was supposed to be my own, but my friends, my loving friends, pain along with me too, it's hard for me to sleep at night, knowing it's only half a room, its hard to fully experience joy, knowing that there is pain to experience too, i cannot look at your things, without remembering, all the things you used to do, you've grown in my eyes, and i cannot find a solution to this void, and even with my friends, my greatest of friends, inside i'm still alone, until you come back, without you, i am not whole 11/11/01Birth sign: Capricorn
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