It took me so long to figure out what I needed I had been hurt in the past and Scared it would happen again That you were just like all the other guys The ones who lied and betrayed trust The fake guys who charmed me and Left me once they had what they came for or Didnt get what they wanted They were evil, ruthless guys who didnt give a damn about who I was or where i was going To them, I was just another girl Not a person with feelings or emotions They could have cared less about my heart So when you came along, I was nervous and afraid I was guarded by fear and shut you out I couldnt let you get to me like all the other guys had Cause I thought youd use me and abuse me and leave me left with a broken heart But you turned out to be totally different Sweet, caring, funny...perfect So I just assumed you were too good to be true That you had some sort of secret agenda You were plotting against me in some way And once you were finally out of my life I realized how completely wrong I was But its too late for us now I cant go back and ask for your forgiveness I was selfish and paranoid I didnt even give you a chance I thought you would hurt me, but I only hurt myself So I'm sitting here with this heavy heart Saddened by my stupid actions Feeling the tears well up in my eyes and the warm, salty drips cascading down my face If only I hadnt been so quick to judge If only I could make this better Now that you're gone, I need you more than ever You were a great guy and I threw it away I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry...Birth sign: Cancer
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