Stuck

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

Im stuck between these two guys
I feel so awful, I keep telling them lies
One loves me, but I dont feel it back
The other I can only wish for his affection
I try and try to prove my love is true
Then the other I cant be mean to, what should i do?
The one I want doesnt want me in return
Then I feel awful cause I turn around and see a guy who does
But theres just no feelings there
I need to go, but I dont know where
How do I let one down
And then do the same with myself
I know this guy will never love me
The only thing I can do is leave
But how do I not crush the guy with his heart on his sleeve
I feel so evil, down right mean
I push away the guy who treats me so well
Then try and get another that hates me
I dont know why this is how it has to be...

Reason for writing:

    this poem kinda sux, but its true right now and i needed to write about it.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-11-19 23:42:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:18
Poem ID: 65804

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