I once valued the love and trust I found in you, You always, I thought, told the truth and never lied, But now that the truth comes crashing down in from of me, I find that you almost always twisted the truth and defied. How could you pretend to love and care for me so much, You knew just what I saw in you and held on to, But you thought it would be fun to mess with my head, Other girls coming into the picture....brittany who? You forgot how much I loved you and how much I cared, You promised me you'll tell her, but you never did, You made me look like such a fool and I will never forget, To be with you I must force myself to forbid. I THOUGHT THAT YOU LOVED ME! WHY DID YOU LIE!, you selfish ass how could you, you promised you'd love me forever, i believed you, how could i! I feel so betrayed, now forgetall of my hopes and dreams, we'll never be together. I'm not yours and I will never be again, You lied and betrayed me which I'll never lose, Your conceitness and shallowminded self can just go away, This broken heart, shattered upon the floor...whose? It's mine you jerk, can't you see, A year and a half of my life with you down the drain, And for what? Your cheap thrills and endless lies, It seems as though I've lost it all, there's not much more to gain. We always get back together, everytime, This time we won't, I promise we won't, it's done, But is it my fault, can you blame me for wanting to?, Even though you hurt me, wasn't it all in fun? Nope it sure wasn't, I am stronger than that, I wish you wouldn't have done this, I might have took you back, But the new me won't allow it, I'm too good for you, You've lost so many qualities, so many that you lack. Self conceited jerks like you don't come around everyday, Sweep me off my feet and show your true colors a year a half later, I thought it was special, you were supposed to be forever mine, You made me despise your love and slowly become a hater. A hater of the thought of love with you again, The motion of your juicy lips as you tell me you love me, The stupid sad songs need to just fade away, What would I give just to be? Back before this all started to convince you that you should have told her, This wouldn't have had to happen, alone, I feel so scared and by myself, I so badly want to pick up the phone. You lost it, we could have been something special, You ruinned it, blame it all on you, I love you so much, it hurts so bad, what......oh what...................am i going to do? Turn back time, change it all, I love you so much, now it's time to fall, Down on the ground without you my love, come back please i love you so much, i need to feel you, i need to hold you, to touch you, to kiss you, to love you, to be with you, to want you, to have you......................
Reason for writing:
a year and a half...........the last half.....based on lies. he lied, he never told her about me. he lied, and made me look like such a fool. screw him...screw him for making me feel this way. kiss my ass you stupid jerk. you know who you are, and i cannot forgive you.
Birth sign: Pisces
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