Will I Keep Going???

by Nicholas Ingram - Aries

Will I keep Going??

By: Nicholas Ingram

Why do I feel like CRYing,
Why do I fee like DIEing,
Cause theres no point of TRYing,
I feel like giving up,
I have no control over anything,
I keep thinking about who I am,
And why things work out the was they do,
……..I’m beginning to miss you….,
It’s all a mystery to me,
I don’t look or feel the same,
IM FUCKING UGLY,
It’s Strange,
I’m just writing what I feel and think,
I think about you…..sometimes, and don’t even blink,
For minutes at a time,
No would understand it any way,
It’s hard to explain,
Tell me!!!, why do I feel lost?,
I wish I was happy, but not an expensive cost,
Real love,
I wonder, if any one reading,
Understands,
You’re all about yourself,
Phony,
You never got to know me,
But im working,
Working hard,
On my self esteem,
And how I feel confident,
About everything,
Cause I lost control,
I’m going through Hell,
The important thing is,
That I keep going………………

Reason for writing:

    confusion    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-11-21 23:06:10
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:19
Poem ID: 65846

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