In Crowd

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

I've never been able to understand this feeling
Even when I'm in the crowd, I still feel out
I feel ignored and unimportant
Like everyone in the circle is friends, but me
It's almost like I squeezed my way in and cant
seem to find a way out
I dont want to be a part of this anymore
I thought it would make me happy
But I've just become more depressed
I dont think anyone realizes Im there
My presence goes unnoticed
I want to laugh, I want to scream
Right now Id even like to cry
It feels worse having no emotion
Ive become numb to the pain
Its so far past anything I can explain
Its starting to tear at my soul
But I wont let it get to me
Im stronger than this feeling
I'll go on without them
Since all they do is bring me down
I'll rise above and get my heart back

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-11-24 22:46:53
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:20
Poem ID: 65888

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