still thinking about you

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i couldn't forget what we were about
1, 2, maybe 300 about
insanity, inanity,profanity, vanity
i don't want to forget you
even while they stab and jab and crush us without care
and make life unfair
while i search for you and find but nothing
when i said i loved you, did that qualify puffing
was it just words and phrases put wrong and right
all through the dark night
the inevitable ending, the swearing of never getting in a relationship again
and ending in another one 10 days after the last one
and just once, i wish the cycle would stop
so i can stop thinking of the past
focus on the future
correct myself
stop thinking.

Reason for writing:

    rose, michael, terrence, james, aaron, the list goes on and on and on
    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-11-27 18:30:21
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:21
Poem ID: 65939

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