attitude

by cory - Scorpio

if you dont read this from begining to end
you probably have an attitude like me
yea ive got an attitude
cant you see
maybee i just dont have jesus or drugs like you
maybee i need something i dont have
why do you care anyway
you dont know me 
my picture in your head
who him, hes my enemy

sure i want more than nothing
at least i dont ignore it
desire in a world of emptyness 
what is it it worth anyway
when i cant share it with anyone
and how come every time i want something 
people dont want me to have it
then when i change my mind
they change theres

theres two types of people that look at me
those who think they see themselves
and those who don't know there looking at a mirror
maybee theres someone who sees me when they close there eyes
well i cant see them when mine are open
so what the fuck does it matter

most say there's a god above us
and he loves us right?
well he either he doesn't love me  
just wont help me
or cant help me
i don't know which is worse

you tell me 
i have ears to hear with
im only a man
your useing me like a toy
and its my fault 
cause im a recall
fuck
but thats ok right?
cause your gonna give me something to be mad about
rub it in

they say ill make it
i havent made it yet
they say its not to late
why do they tell me to give up
theres to many people
would it matter if i was dead
which one of you would miss me 
and would i miss you
how am i to know 
when no one comes
is it cause ive got an attitude?

and some people say i destroy myself
can you tell me who i am
you seem to think you know me better
oh well i probably wont get an answer
i bet this makes my picture in your head
look a little clearer
i hate that impersonator
hes a jerk



Reason for writing:

    life    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2001-11-29 03:25:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:21
Poem ID: 65968

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