What if? I want to know what he thinks of me What he sees when he looks at me? What emotions run through him when he is a around me? His emotions and feelings are masked by his straight face Showing me nothing, leaving me questions And hoping some day someone can answer them for me Does he even care to look? If he only knew what goes through my mind My body, my heart and my soul when I see him He melts me with his eyes He kills me with his smile His hands, if only I could touch them I am not afraid of him I am not afraid to speak to him or to smile I am terrified of his feelings His thoughts that runs through him when he looks into my eyes For will it hurt if I ever find out his feelings- If there are any feelings for me His deepest secrets may make or break my heart For he is the one who can judge that He is like a virus He lingers through my mind everyday And the more I see him the more the feelings spread Time will only let love fade away Time, that’s another thing Time can make or break my heart too I can’t wait forever Or can I? Am I wasting my emotions on this boy? A boy who shows nothing for me? He shows no mercy or weaknesses I am in love with a boy who just doesn’t care Doesn’t care to see me I ask myself every day why I put myself through this misery But then again, I think of “ what if?” and I start all over again.
Reason for writing:
An everyday crush..
Birth sign: Sagittarius
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