Happy Birthday

by e.h. - Libra

Four years
How time flies
But a million years
Will not erase
The pain I feel inside
A little grave
A little stone
Babyland is what they call
Your home
How unjust that there are
So many
That they create
A special cemetary
How many others have cried
So many tears
How many others have witnessed
Their own fears
Their own nightmares
Unfold right before their eyes
How frightened I was
That terrible night
But that night I will not
Think about
I will not cry
Nor let it out
The pain is sharp 
And always hard
Will it ever ease?
Four years ago 
My life crashed down
Four years ago
My life was ending
And now today
I sit and think
Of what you would be like today
What would you look like?
What would you say?
You'd be getting ready to 
Start school
Learning your ABC's
But what could I have
Given you
A mother at only fourteen
So many memories
So many dreams
Four years ago today
My son was taken from me

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this several years ago on my son's birthday. It's almost that time of year again so I thought I would share it. This Sunday is also the Compassionate Friends World Wide Candle Lighting Ceremony. If you have lost child or brother or sister or just want to support someone who has, you are invited to light a candle at 7p.m. your time, where ever you are and burn it for an hour in remembrance. Check out www.compassionatefriends.com for more info.    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2001-12-07 17:36:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:23
Poem ID: 66088

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