I thought maybe this time I could make you love me That this was my one last chance to have you And once I got you, I was never gonna let you go I'd do anything to keep you happy and in my arms I Know now that I was just being stupid & living in a dream You'll never love me the way i love you You'll never be mine to hold This thing we had was just that-a thing We did it sometimes, others times we just talked But there was never any intentions of starting a romance I was just another ex to go back to for awhile Someone to be with when you were lonely My feelings, my heart they dont mean a thing to you I thought you came back to try this again I was hoping that this time it would all fall into place That me and you could finally be happy together Ive grown and I thought you had too Now I sit alone in the dark and shed tears over you No hugs, no kisses, no love, nothing from you I deserve what I get for being so nieve They all told me, they warned me from the start I was too stubborn to listen So this pain is all my fault I only blame myself, I hang my head in shame Heartache that could have all been avoided If I wouldnt have given in to you If I was only stronger and could walk away But my feelings got in the way of my brain My heart took control and it was all downhill from there I loved you, I lost you...againBirth sign: Cancer
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