curse

by skye - Virgo

I'm walking towards your house,
I walk in the front door and up the stairs,
As I walk in your bedroom door,
I see the images of a girl between the sheets,
They are images I wish to erase.
I shut the bedroom door,
Walk back down the street With you shouting at my back.

I try to burn down the pictures,
You've left inside my head.
I curse the spell you had over me,
So I couldn't see the truth.
I curse the spell your eyes had on me,
For not letting me see who you really are.
I curse and burn down your heart,
For pretending to be in love with me.
I curse and burn down my heart,
For loving you the way I did.

I can not help thinking about those images,
Of walking in on you with my best-friend
I curse her for having to have
Everything that I possess.
I curse you for going to her,
When you had me to turn to.
I curse you for sleeping with her,
When you never really loved her.
I curse you for being a fake,
For being everything I dreaded.
I curse you for making her pregnant,
For not supporting the child or her.
I curse you for what you did,
To her happiness and to mine.
I curse her for weeping and crying,
Begging me for forgiviness.
I curse myself,
For forgiving and standing by her,
When it was clear no one else would.

I curse my best-friend
For the stupidity of her youth.

Reason for writing:

    This poem was based on the theme of a girl walking in on her best-friend having sex with her boyfriend, and the issues and consequences arising from the act. Forgivness is also used with the girl forgiving her best-friend, however this sometimes does not happen.    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2001-12-09 06:43:14
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:24
Poem ID: 66112

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