I thought there was a chance that you were more But I see right through your evil charm You are nothing, just cold hearted The clock is ticking, but there's no alarm If you were given innocence I know you wouldn't start over You’d use it in your twisted ways You’re stepping on the four-leaf clover I give you opportunities to show you are better But you use them as ways to get back at me I know there is nothing behind your anger Your meanness doesn't come from hurt beneath You’re the spider spinning its web Your secrets are not hidden from me You are the epitome of what I hate I can't find justice in your stupidity You are rude and selfish, you don't deserve anything I hate you for what you have done I can never forgive for what you are Because of all the times you've hurt someone When is that you will realize That you are running hard but going no where And that soon there will be no one who cares You will no longer be able to bear All the lies you have told All the hurt you have caused All the pain you have spread All the injustice that's become laws You’re the spider spinning its web Your secrets are not hidden from me You are the epitome of what I hate I can't find justice in your stupidity I'm sick of standing by Watching what you do All the times I wish I could stop it All the fears I have held inside because of you I'm trapped in your world of meanness I am desperately trying to break out But your cage of words holds me tightly My insecurity rings throughout You’re the spider spinning its web Your secrets are not hidden from me You are the epitome of what I hate I can't find justice in your stupidity Will everyone ever understand the power of suggestion? Or will we live like this forever Spinning ourselves around in circles Is our trying going to work never? His arms are strong His heart is weak He walks like he's on top But really he's underneath Am I the only one who keeps away from him? Am I the only one that sees right through his charm? Am I the only one that his sins are clear to me? Am I the only one that knows right from wrong? Right now I feel so alone Where the world of hard decisions meet Am I the only smart one on earth? Or have a taken the wrong path and must except defeat.
Reason for writing:
Some people ignore and forget their feelings, others just let them all out...I write.
Birth sign: Cancer
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