I try to be the best I can I try to live up to my expectations But in a world of shallowness and greed aren't they really all manipulations? Is what I am looking for not within these walls? Cause I'm searching for somewhere I fit in But everywhere I go I am a outsider All my past inspiration I have learned are sins Where do I look for what I want to be? My life is more than this I want to know where the heroes are Where hatred does not exist There are too many boundaries In this world of cold heartedness I search for lack of ignorance I am getting numb, their words are becoming painless I want to be free from my fears I'm sick of the color tints Free from this cage that I'm held in I loved my world where everything made sense I remember a time when all was good I use to always feel like I was in a day dream when time stopped cause of overwhelming bliss I felt that where I was I was belonging Where do I look for what I want to be? My life is more than this I want to know where the heroes are Where hatred does not exist Where in the world do we learn right from wrong? Everyone's jumping to conclusions They can not know a thing about me Or is life just some more pointless illusions? I try to break out of the things that confine me They try to make me feel low I try to remember they should mean nothing cause I've experienced more than they could ever know I am waking up from what I hoped was true I'm trying to face reality But in my heart I will always try to live In that place where people forget technicalities Where do I look for what I want to be? My life is more than this I want to know where the heroes are Where hatred does not exist
Reason for writing:
There is a difference between understanding and hating...
Birth sign: Cancer
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