I drop to the ground with my eyes closed tight You pick me up merely in spite I turn around from the problems that lurk In the depths of the webs that surrounds your heart For all that was once clear is now a blur And all that I knew is ruined for sure Fear is in the beams of presence Splitting apart alone in the dark Alone in my world spun and twirled My illusions are killing my brain Words keep my head in one place Actions have a different effect The one thing that I have left Is like a mirror of reflection Being shattered by hatred I can't go on in this mind of a kid The candy store has been open for days But the candy is all rotted in the mildewy haze I drop to the ground with my eyes closed tight You pick me up merely in spite I turn around from the problems that lurk In the depths of the webs that surrounds your heart For all that was once clear is now a blur And all that I knew is ruined for sure Spinning with my arms out is only a way to keep space From anything coming at me who I can't see there face The warmth is too hot that I can't stop my pace Time is on a circling path, lightly my life like a firefly Even if it didn't it would just be another lie Waiting for me until the day I die I ask for someone who sees clearer than my world Can see through the thick fog into the pearled Universe with all the answers No one knows the definitions in the book That has been written out by you and took To all extremes to every cliff everywhere I run I trip Over your corpses that float through my mind Curling and twisting in pathetic rhymes I drop to the ground with my eyes closed tight You pick me up merely in spite I turn around from the problems that lurk In the depths of the webs that surrounds your heart For all that was once clear is now a blur And all that I knew is ruined for sure
Reason for writing:
Ever heard of free association writing?...this is that.
Birth sign: Cancer
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