I wish I could explain the way he makes me feel inside No one ever seems to understand They only see me being this stupid, mindless girl They tell me how awful he treated me And that I need to face reality and move on But they dont know what I feel for him My heart aches when he's gone, I cry myself to sleep Im jealous that other girls get to be with him They get to touch him and kiss him and be in his arms I wasnt good enough for him, I was never enough Thats the pain I have to live with Everyday it eats at me more and more To know the one I want doesnt want me in return To love someone with all that I have And hear its just not enough I try and try and I always fail Its such a useless race that Im competing in I'll never reach the finish line I'll never have the prize, I'll never have his love I long for his acceptance I wish I was everything he dreamed of I know I could be his perfect girlfriend But I also know he'll never give me the chance So why do I not move on and let him go? Why do I not find another to love? Why do I torture myself with his lies and his heartbreak and his rejection? I do not know...Birth sign: Cancer
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