Seeking Numbness

by KAT - Scorpio

im tired of the emptiness
and  how i feel inside
but with the drugs in me
these feelings i can hide

smoke away the pain
drink away the fear
just a few bowls
only a couple beers

so now im laughin and smiling
lookin happy as can be
but nobody notices
the pain that torments me

i'll sit here in silent torture
but smiling the whole way thru
tryin to numb myself
and the pain im feeling too

Reason for writing:

    just thinkin    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2001-12-18 11:47:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:26
Poem ID: 66265

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