Fading each day

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

So I was wrong, life goes on
The sun still rises in the morning
and the stars twinkle in the sky at night
I breathe, I carry on, I'm still alive
Yet I feel so hollow inside
Without you I didnt know what I was going to do
How I was going to even get out of bed
But Im still here, still dealing with it
I thought if I ignored it, it would all go away
I cried, oh how I cried
I wept until my head hurt and
there was just no tears left
I was physically and emotionally exhausted
I just lied awake at night
Being reminded of you and how much I
wanted things to go back to the way they were
I know that'll never happen and for my
heart to heal I had to let go and move on
Leave behind the memories
Each day they fade a little bit more and
each day I start to lift my head
So no more will I have to look down in shame...
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-12-27 02:22:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:28
Poem ID: 66372

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