as jesse ruins his life with the shit that gets you high jimmy becomes fleeting in the shadows octavious sits in jail waiting alfredo has disappeared anthony is in vegas, probably recording an album and angel my lovely, who knows as danny becomes obsolete in my mind and they float around me laughing and joking and rick becomes my cross that i bear down the road so it goes and i still love all of them maybe too much to do things for them i would not do for any one else it makes more sense than it did before which isn't much they have become my second family but it isn't yet there where i can't trust friends i had for years i can trust others i've become predictable and i've become my own worst enemy i detest who i have become i want but one thing to know... that i love with all the force in my body and all the strength in my mind that i love too much and when they finally disappoint me, i hurt inside. juan is gone. no one has seen him julio is somewhere i know nowhere amis is where? on the west side vernon is getting married sam belongs somewhere kool-aid?? i don't know and me? i don't know where i belong who i want to be with or who i love anymore.Birth sign: Aries
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