26th of December

by Johnny - Capricorn

on that day, it became too clear to me, that if that was the moment my time was up, i would have lost more than my own life, but my heart as well, i would of left the world without letting you know, without telling you, those three little words, which burn my lips so deeply, and clinch my heart when it's heard, if i were to have gone that day, i would of died many times over, simply knowing the fact that i've left you, with all the pain i never wanted you to know, and that would of destroyed me, and i'm glad it wasn't, and thankful i'm here with you now, you are the center of me, you are my heart, when you say, you don't know what you would do without me, i don't know what i would do without you, my heart has already wrapped itself about you, and i can't imagine living this precious life, without you by my side, i love you

12/27/01

Reason for writing:

    On the 26, I blacked out/fainted.  I kind of have a minor heart condition (sshh), and I was a bit scared of it being really serious.  And so I wrote this the following day to let out my fear of the possible, and to express only in writing that I love her.  I've yet to tell her by word of mouth.  But there will be a day, and you'll all know.(Cuz I'll probably write about it:o)    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2001-12-28 22:47:37
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:29
Poem ID: 66408

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