Father

by jaired A S - Aries

once upoon a time
there was silence
no words 
unspoken
no thoughts
were hate goes at large

you were never fuckin there
rasing my self
mad yet ever sad
devil see's tearless
rebel seem's fearless
knowlege wispers 
(i dont give a fuck no more)
soflty said
at a soothing pitch wisper
from death angels that live were roses n thorns bleed
were its all well said

im on my own now ................. your nothing!
i wont listen nor help ............ beware !
your wedding , your funneral ........... were am i?
DRUNK , STONED , Anywere else exept there!

i boiled in this
im burning sad but already gone
expect nothing more
i shall not run from you but be forever dead around you!
sic eyes? see it?
red? bloodshot? 
          
                    I dont need you 
                       your bitter
                     Im better

just look away 
as i walk out of your life
forever
n always 
gone!

Reason for writing:

    poem about my dad! he was never around! i actually had the rougest time rasing myself, why ? what did i do to deserve this? were did i come from . whats my roots? who am i? i will never know! as i almost man . i say whats lost is lost!    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-01-03 17:34:20
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:31
Poem ID: 66514

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