don't feel anything

by Twan - Aries

its been my own doing 
my own choice
the whole fucking thing 
wants my attention it lives inside me
inside the cyberpages poets
it beats inside me when ever i think of angel
its my heart
i have one and i use it
its cold
lying alone with no one to hold
the world has become unfeeling
barely seeing my own reflection, i look into the mirror
and i think
happier times
before i watched my homelife go down hill
before i got involved with anyone else
before it all fell apart
before the closet got uncomfortable
and i fell out
and i touch the mirror
i run my finger down the length
but
i don't feel anything
i blink my eyes but don't feel them close
i feel hollow
and not as gaily happy as i did
i feel...
lower
than i did before
for some reason i cannot fathom.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-01-03 19:40:42
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:31
Poem ID: 66517

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