Behind The Wall

by Matthias L. - Capricorn

Knowing me almost to well
To say I'm a friend
You're not judging me
Won't you keep me away?

I have no tears
Grief hidden in laughter
I live in silence
Behind the wall of words

Spread the curse
This is my world
So diverse

See there's no choice
You can't kill the pain
With your voice

Reach through the madness
In uncertain fear
The fear of the cause
Effectively near

Now into the black moon
For a while to get away
Thoughts to poison mind
To see the worst in you

Frozen on the ground
These are the little signs
I'm close enough
Just how to get away?

Bleed for Eternity
Cut open your soul
Another disgrace
Sin through the times

Now into the light
Too bright to heal
I feel my wounds are opening
Please understand

The fool that I am
I still have no barriers
Stay away from strangers

The fool that I am
Discussing your choices
Can't you sense the danger

I know who you are 
Know I'm inside you
And this is where you must not go

Know when to run
I know where you're hiding
You shall not come out now

I finally doubt you
I'm not afraid
Of cause and effect
Or dream and day

I render the black world
Surrender my life for a choice
I call on the white moon
The first time to pull on the strings

Reality's changing
You know where I'm hiding
That moment is no more the same

The dream begins fading
Now I'm inside you
A world of black and light

The void is calm and silent 

Now where the end begins
The worlds are coming closer

Reason for writing:

    Haven't figured out everything in it yet... the "melody" of it was influenced by a song going on in my head right now... but not the words. Said enough, I think.    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2002-01-10 17:56:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:33
Poem ID: 66636

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