secret of my heart

by Johnny - Capricorn

when will it be ever, too long
does love have a time limit
would there be a bound
to the "forever"(ness) of love?
i keep it inside me
wanting to say it, more and more
each time i'm with you
but there is an overwhelming
fear deep inside
that i cannot even over take
and it is this fear
that i keep on thinking about
and this fear that i keep secret
to say those words to you
"i love you"
will completely have my heart
wrapped about you
and i would love nothing more
but for my heart to know only you
and for me to only love you
but, this secret fear
is to lose the one i love
which has been consistent
for too long a time
that i am at times afraid of the word
or to ever truly feel it again
to have lost love once
then lose love twice
i made it clear to myself
there wouldn't be a third time
then there is you
and i don't know what to do
if i were to lose it again
all i want is to love you
and to let you know all of me
from my mind to my heart
all i want is you to be a part of me
but all of this, will forever be
a secret of my heart

1/10/02

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2002-01-11 01:04:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:33
Poem ID: 66640

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