rebel

by Jaired A S - Aries

cold winter nights burnning lost emotions
burning me deeply n silent
feeling blue n more stronger yet by the days
affection craddles were cold fog rests
passion dies along with the word romantic
crushed n scarred
bueatiful agonyzing pain

yet i thirst for more
a truce forever to be held
a lie moother fucker dies
begginng a new leap of faith n lots of hope
a vison to easy to trumpet yet far from reach

all pride , tressuses ,into little black spirits
all meanings n gods plan
poor slammin big leauges
see it .............. (instant plan)
weakan it ............. (with pure knowlege)
attack it! ............... (with blood thicker than water)

and risings glory resseructs tragdey once more
when all life's tale takes over

i can be!
far away in thoughts 
and what you wont belive

Im strong ! watch me!
dont cry till lucifer falls crying amen
hard at work 
with souls turnning to nothing more than dust 
changing 
and leaving it all behind!
and rise alone in a wicked life dammbed

Reason for writing:

    im quitting all drugs ! im macking a come back! in hockey! skateboard lots! jog alot! weights !yeah , but never kock out! lets jusy put it im more of the blessed one! out of the family! what?    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-01-12 02:03:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:34
Poem ID: 66661

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