season of melloncollie

by kevin lander - Aries

a blindfold covers my eyes turning my happy world to black
I get to the top and get knocked back down and land on my back
my smile fades and my heart goes gray
I'm falling  theres nothing i can do to save myself theres nothing i can say
If a god exists does he/she like to whatch me bleed?
I'm lost in my own mind and my emtyness I feed 
I don't want help I wanna be left alone
I'll smile on the outside but the inside is not shown
sitting in an empty room, demons fucking with my head
maybe I should drink do drugs or erase myself instead
angels cry a thousand tears that fall onto my face
melloncollie is beauty and it's beautiful all over the place

i wanna get away go to the stars and the moon
tis the season of sadness but it will be over soon

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-01-12 16:55:52
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:34
Poem ID: 66676

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