Whats You Problem!?

by Ashlei - Cancer

Whats your problem lately!? 
Why do I feel like you hate me 
I just play around ~
You get all mad and freak out!
You dont tell me you loved me anymore..
i know u never even think about it
Just get it over with!!
My feelings i had before are leaving me
So i almost KNOW they werent actually there

The tears i might cry
For the next long many nights,
I know it couldnt have been love
For the fact that U dont feel the same or even might
I dont c how u can love someone if they dont love you back
I guess i was right - maybe thats why 
i could never say it back

I was almost sure ur uniquness was a good thing
You say i wont ever find another one like you
THAT could be a good thing!!!

I will alwayz love you, just differently
If you even care about this.. which i doubt
I made up my mind and this is what i thought
I could tell u didnt love me much after awhile
But all you had to do is say something to fix this!

I thought there was this attraction between us,
But maybe im just way too different for you..
When u avoided me did you think i wouldnt notice!?
Theres no point in me even being here right now
Just to be thinking, lost and confused somehow

The day i leave and never return is the day u will wonder y 
But never recover every little thing u did wrong!
Ur not the kind to worry so i know u'll forget this -
All i wanted was to be with you.. just as i alwayz wished

So i guess one of us never figured out 
what real love is all about
I fell for u so bad 
And it ended up, for me, so sad
I didnt want this to happen but it already haz
Thats why i waited so long and really tried 
to never do anything to make you feel bad

Lately something has been wrong
Tell me what the hell is going on
Say it loud and blunt or however it comes
It'll hurt but i deserve it for 
so many reasons im not even sure of...
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2002-01-13 16:25:53
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:34
Poem ID: 66696

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