I’m living my life and seeing all red, I know I’m alive but I should be dead. Just sitting here thinking about my past, Wondering how it went by so fast. Then you come along and look at me, I wish you’d go just let me be. You stop to chat I hope nothing more, Please leave me alone walk out the door. The words you speak I chose not to hear, It’s the mind manipulation with you I fear. Don’t talk to me my life is a mess, I can’t think straight I’m so depressed. You say pray to god and I say what for, He can’t fix things not anymore. Don’t take the time to stop and pretend, You actually consider being my friend. You’re not my friend so realize this, I hate your guts and it’s my ass you can kiss. So I’m living my life and seeing all red, I know I'm alive but I should be dead.
Reason for writing:
I had a group of friends that were heavely into church, I guess you could say like a cult. They thought I would fall for their crap but I didnt. They were so fake and hypocritical. I didnt know how to stray away from them and it became a real problem. Anyway I wrote this poem right after one of them had came over and talked to me.
Birth sign: Capricorn
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