WhAtEvEr

by *~*Ashley*~* - Gemini

Sitting~
Staring~
Watching life pass me by...
Crying~
Thinking~
Wondering why I even try...
I try so hard to make people like me
and still I get nowhere.
Then its all so clear to me...
they have better thangs to do than care.
They don't care that I'm lonely
or that I cry night and day.
They only care about themselves.
To make sure they get their way.
I don't know why I even bother...
I always end up feeling bad.
I've heard all the insults, don't worry,
You WON!  Now I feel sad...
Imma forget you all
and start believing in myself.
I will make my own decisions
and ignore everybody else.
Go ahead, and say whatever...
Right now I don't really care.
Now that I'm my own person,
I have nothing else to fear.

Reason for writing:

    PLEASE COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2002-01-15 21:02:40
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:35
Poem ID: 66738

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