Truth Beyond Status

by Samantha - Scorpio

I can't say that I never
Nor can I say that I only a little
Wanted everyone to like me
To know me
For I had once dreamed of being the popular chick
The one that everyone knew
Liked 
Maybe even respected
I wanted to wear everything that was so-called trendy
Be seen in the platform shoes and stilletos
I watched all the shows
And kept in touch with everything that the "cool" people were into
After a while, I just started drifting
Wearing more the style that I was into rather than anything else
Watching the shows I couldn't keep my eyes from
Listening to the bands I yearned for
I don't know when it all began to happen 
But soon after, I stopped caring whether anyone liked me
Whether anyone knew who I was
Or, at the beginning, whether they respected me or not
To be honest, I cared more about whether I respected myself first
And then when I respected myself, did people finally start respecting me
For you can't like nor respect someone who dislikes themselves
Am I right?
Doesn't matter anyway
I believe it
And that's all that matters
Anyway
When I stopped dressing for them
And started dressing for me
When I stopped saying their opinion
And started to open up my own
Did I finally start to be known
As the person who was different from everyone else
And was willing to be on my own
For through the years
I learned that being popular isn't all that
And that being liked doesn't resolve around the top need
And that I'm happier, just being me.
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2002-01-15 22:57:43
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:35
Poem ID: 66739

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