i'll always be standing here looking at you wondering what might have been wishy-washy, putting up a front, whatever you might have said i could have taken instead i'm all alone, not that i didn't want it uncertain of my own faithfulness, i lie and say i never liked you i know of who i am and what i am my own faith hasn't been tested in myself i'll always be sliding into the darkness, being heartless still holding things against people that they could hold against me and i am Caeser,Julius, with the knife in my back my lips sag in sadness but i'll turn my face into the light not feeling good about what i did but i never do having threesomes feeling guilty about who and what i promised to do, nearly two years have passed and i was there, gradually i'd always be the hanged man the one who lived alone was only sure of one person i loved outside my family abrasive and destructive, cutting people off and up that's the way i'll always be listening to many bands my favorite'll always be the pumpkins because i'm just me not, you, or dre or any one not angel or jesse or jimmy or rick or chico or lewis or michael or max just me the way i'll always be.
Reason for writing:
i guess thats how i explained it.
Birth sign: Aries
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