Epiphany

by Samantha - Scorpio

Could it be
I've become afraid
Of the one thing
I cannot live without?
--Love--
It's scary sometimes
When so much
And so many men
Enter our lives
And teach us nothing but
Hurt
  And pain
    And hell
      And
--
  --
    -->Lies
              He promised to always be there
                             He vowed to never let go
   He told me he loved me
       He said he wanted to marry me
 He said
                He vowed
       He loved
                   He told
                            He wished
                                        He promised
           He lied
     He betrayed 
                             He cheated
                 He controlled everything
Including my heart 
And I let him
No- I wanted him to
And that's why I let him
I put my trust in him
He took it away from me
I believed him
He decieved me
Never did I know so much hurt 
As what I do now
And it is my fault
For loving him so.

Reason for writing:

    Not based on real life... It just kinda came to me.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2002-01-20 20:49:40
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:37
Poem ID: 66828

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