This pounding in me, it hurts.
Constant beating.
Drives me insane.
A cold salty tear falls off my cheek.
lands on my shoe,
pain tries to escape.
I feel trembles start on my back.
ill-defined chill,
making way to my neck.
I'm not understanding what's happening in my life.
depression and hatred,
slurs of death on my tongue.
Confused about what I really want and need.
do I need love?
do I even want love?
One thought after the other slips away.
thinking just scares me,
fathoming of what the future beholds.
I am terrified of what lies ahead.
where is the happiness,
did that try to escape with my pain...
it obviously got away.
left me here with all this suffering.
Rushed, panicy, pain, suffering, horrid, violent, scared, depressed, unseen, unheard, unwanted, unnecessary, HATED.
Reason for writing:
sometimes this is what i feel like, but i think i might be out of it now.i would hope you would leave me some comments...thanx.........~RedRoller~..........
Birth sign: Leo
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