I thought we were fine. Nothing at all could go wrong. I love'd you more than anythang. I thought with you is where I belonged. I dunno what happened... you turned on me outta the blue. Even though we were not longer a couple... I thought I'd always love you. You did what you had to do. You left me alone and bare. A rush of mixed emotions surged through me. I assumed you no longer cared. At that point I felt worthless. I was betrayed, alone... lost and confused.. Wiith nothing else to do, I roamed. Making my way to the bathroom... with tear-stained cheeks and trembling knees.. I opened up some pill bottles. My soul was yearning to be released. With visions of you still intact, I took the pills one by one. Once I began to feel dizzy, I knew my job was finally done. I sat sobbing on the cold, hard floor. Still feeling all the pain, I finally stumbled into bed hoping to never wake up again. I woke up the next morning... knowing my plan had failed. I didn't think I could go another day knowing another ship had sailed. I fell for you as hard as I could but now I wonder why... Sooner or later I should've known you were only there to say good-bye...Birth sign: Gemini
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