I step out of my door in search of happiness, I see nothing but gore. A place of life is where i wish i could go, i step out of my door and see a painfull rainbow. I start my walk, i am walking away from my mind cause its scared, and even terrified sometimes. I feel drops of water, if its rain or tears i do not know. I hope it is rain for i won't want my weakness to show. But whatever it is, its raining over top of me and this rain of terror is melting me into pain, each drop making a little more insane. A little craziness is what i have to show, for i am showing it to the painfull rainbow. I look up in the sky and ask God "why?". He has no answer, just turns his back and squints his eye. He turns around, points his finger at the painfull rainbow and replies "son, i do not know." I ask God to stop the rain, i want no more to drop. He points to the sun well Jesus (his son) creates for me a gun. I glance at the light, there's no more rain, here comes light helpin me become sane. The painfull rainbow has lost its touch, for pain i do not care very much. Something with severe hatred for my life enters my mind, i try to fight, but it's useless for entering my mind is the light. I am losing my site, but i see enough to watch Jesus point to the gun in my hand, I whisper "i don't understand." I touch my ear against the metal, and pull the trigger. Where the blood is i can't figure, for nothing has happened. I look up at Jesus and ask "where's the bullet?" "It was a test, and the trigger you had to pull it" is what he answers. "The gun was a symbol of hate, and you had to use it, your life, i'm sorry but you've tried to abuse it" he carries on. The rain melted me into pain, and the sun froze my love. What ever happend i do not know. I hate rain, i hate sun, how i wish it would snow. sadly this all started with a painfull rainbow. PLEASE COMMENT
Reason for writing:
DANIELLE. hahaha, bullshit i couldn't write a song about rainbows. where's ya head at? and plua you asked me to, and it was kinda good idea so i was all for it, and look at what i created. This poem didn't take me very long though, maybe two hours. Still this poem came from the heart, and did you ever notice how a rainbow resembles the sad mouth of a happy face? well there's your happiness in a rainbow, haha. and god created rainbows after the big flood with noah's ark or whatever that's all about to remind us that if we're bad shit like that will happen. where people see happiness in rainbows baffles the shit outta me, haha. think what you want, cause that's what life is........thinking.
Birth sign: Gemini
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