And so i smile

by Vicki Higgins - Cancer

I know who you are,
and i have nothing to say.
this is my life,
not yours.

i have been to hell and back
i have held my troubles alone
and seen things i wish i never had to.

no one knows about this but me
no one knows how i think
so i forgive you for your ignorance.
im sorry you feel that way.

for once in my life i give in caring.
i dont hear what you say.
this is what i want to do.
so im doing it.

some people have been hurt by me
but you get what you give.
im doing what i want to do.
im fed up of being miserable.

I am allowed to do this
and i am sorry for what you think
its not my problem anymore.
as is.
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2002-01-30 14:14:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:40
Poem ID: 67029

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