A Memory

by Kevin A. Friduss - Scorpio

A Memory  dedicated to Shayna L. Yagoda

I sat in my bed last night, closed my eyes, and remembered….
I have lied, and I have cried, making myself feel worse
And making you feel like you will never forget as long as you shall live
I have gone through life as it has come to me, not worrying about what comes next
And I have been through some of the worst times of my life
I feel as if I have hurt your life in a way that cannot be repaired, 
Yet, I feel like I have changed your life in some way that will never be forgotten…
I sat in my bed last night, opened my eyes to life, and remembered what I have done
You made me a better person that I thought I already was
You made me breath for the first time in my life
You are my breath
Love is something that I have never known even though I have said it
Until now…..
Fate is something that I have never known
Until now…..
You make me want to dance
You make me want to enjoy every aspect of life when I don’t feel well
You’ve made me want to write
The moment that I saw you for my first time, 
There was something there and I knew it, no matter what I have said…..
The time is now when everything has come together
We have been through it all
Love lasts forever no matter what you say to me
I sat in my bed last night, opened my eyes, and remembered…..
I remember the times that I put my arm around your tummy
The time I held your hand
The time that we took our last dance before I left
Remember the darkness of the room
Remember the feeling of my warmth
I remember your crying
You are the diamond in my heart as well as every shooting star in the sky
Your are very special and always remember that
I sat in my bed last night, opened my eyes, and remembered……
I cried and I remember our time
When I lay down for the last time, be there
Hold my hand for my last few breaths, because you are my breath
Be there for me when the time comes so far away
Friends don’t always last forever, but love does……
You made me who I am right now
And who I am today
Just remember one thing in your mind and in your heart
You will always be very special to me

My name is Kevin Arthur Friduss, Writer.
	      

Reason for writing:

    Some memory's of ones that are loved will last you a lifetime depending on how special they are to you and if they make you want to breath for the rest of your life.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2002-01-30 14:44:48
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:14
Poem ID: 67030

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