Confusion
It's so hard to believe your really gone,
Not knowing where you truely belong,
Never again will I feel your touch,
The time that we had just wasn't long enough,
You promised me that you would never leave,
There was still so many things, left for us to see,
Missing you so much, feeling so confused,
Not even knowing what I should do,
We need you here Tristan, and Me,
Oh how I do miss my family,
We always said we'd be together forever,
But never again will we be together,
YOU KNOW WHY?
You were driving to fast in that new car you bought,
I wish you slowed down why wernt you caught,
I was then you made your very last mistake,
And god chose that chance to take you away,
Why was it you? Why was it Now?
You were the best daddy, partner, You were so proud,
What do I do without you here by my side,
All of my thoughts about you, just keep making me cry,
Ally tese miced feelings I can't put into place,
The way I am acting I feel like I'm such a disgrace,
How am I suposed to tell our son Tristan,
It's all Mommy's fault daddy make that decision,
By acting so selfesh, being childish it's wrong,
I don't want to tell him his daddy is gone,
your watching down on us our angel from above,
with us forever never taking away your love,
I don't know what else to put into words,
Just life without you , losing you really hurts.
In memory of Christopher Hoefer
Copywrite August 28 2000 Melissa Zulaski
Reason for writing:
Death of my special angel Miss you Chris
Birth sign: Aries
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