Will you let me?

by Beth - Scorpio

Can I play with madness?
Can I jump right off that ledge?
I've teetered there so long now,
Still barely perched upon the edge.
I can see the void below me
The way it swirls and spins
It wouldn't take a slight breeze,
For I've almost tumbled in.
Lost touch with the real world,
At least that's what they say
All these "doctors" gawking at me
As I lose another day.
And try as though they might
They just cannot climb inside
inside a world that has no entry
Inside my troubled mind.
I'm losing my grip
My fragile hold on Why can't they see?
bouncing around somewhere
Between my dreams and reality
Like a cryptic puzzle that can't be done
over turned upon the floor
It's gone , I have departed
I am of this realm no more!
So I'll ask just one last time,
I need  approval still, I guess
So if I ask you just right,
Will you let me play with madness?

Reason for writing:

    Is it a girl in a padded white room, or the Doctor who can't accept different ways of thinking, feeling and seeing? Which one is playing with madness?    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2002-01-30 22:33:36
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:41
Poem ID: 67047

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