I have a suffering heart realizing that if i even try to go suicidal it will just get worse I think of my friends and wonder how much they actually care, then they say i had another bad day today, just like every day what's new? I mean, my life isn't the worst, but it isn't the best people think that they have the worst only cause what they're going through and the pain they feel, as do i my life is being ruined by a cold hearted bitch trying to take the friends that i have i am healing my wounds now though regaining my strength although i'm not in the best position with a friend right now i'm not sure of how much she actually cares i have wishes, wishing to find an actual true friend that asks me how i am everyday and know me as much as i know myself and someone that knows what to do and NOT to do someone that understands me and knows how to cheer me up i have a cut across my wrist thinking that would make it better just as i said making it worse i have a suffering heart that i can't heal an unhealable wound people thinking my life is like a funny riddle thinking i will laugh at their jokes i'm a pisces i can't help my damn sensitivity! that's just something they're gonna have to deal with besides why should i change for someone that wants me to change just for them? and why do i make friends with people that never care and never tells me anything and lies, ALL LIES! i guess my suffering heart is healable it just will take a while
Reason for writing:
I don't have a true friend, someone that understands me and people think that i like people that they DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT. and people think i am just a joke, and no one cares about me.
Birth sign: Pisces
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