It Doesn't Matter

by Kevin A. Friduss - Scorpio

It Doesn’t Matter

There’s something about some girls
At first you think that they are cute
Then later on after you know them, the become cuter
After a little while, you realize what they are really like
They wear too much makeup
They become to skinny for you
Maybe bigger is better
They start to annoy you or not talk to you
They become anti social around you
You decide to stop talking to them
You leave your friendship
You start to think they are cute again but know they are not for you
You start to notice that they are looking at you
They talk to you again, and you become hornier
You know they are not nice but they are beautiful
You ask for plans
Plans are made and you hang out again
A kiss is given and given back
The two of you start to become very good friends
Date
Another date
Kissing
Sex
A feeling of sickness of that person envelops your body
You never really liked the kind of person they are
You know they think the same about you
You talk
More
No more of you
No more of her
Loneliness develops
You remember something
You don’t know why girls are so confusing
There lips
Eyes
Breasts
And mostly their smile
Reality check
In the end is doesn’t really matter
You don’t talk to her
You say hi for once
You become friends
You want to understand why her personality is like that but its unknown to boys
You have a sense of jealous when you see her with other boys
You realize what you are missing
She isn’t as bad as you keep thinking
You may be different
But it the end is doesn’t really matter
The clock ticks
Watch the time go
You see love for the first time
You don’t care about sex
You care about her
You don’t know why but it feels right
You don’t know what to do
You are surprised for what you are thinking
In the end everything goes your way
You can get so far and not realize what you’re really missing
Life is not as long as you think
Live it
Because in the end it doesn’t really matter

By: Kevin A. Friduss
University of Denver



Reason for writing:

    Sometimes you hear a song about a certain issue and you think, maybe you should start to write something about past experiences.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2002-02-01 05:52:26
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:14
Poem ID: 67064

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