its so hard to figure out, so hard to see past you, surrounded by the lies we portray, so hard to see the truth, and what your all about, and thats the way it should be, thats all you ever talk about, and all ill ever see, have i ever caought a glimpse, into whats in our past, which grains of sand meant what, as they fell through your hourglass, was there a certain moment, when it all became so clear, was i surrounded by the ideas, not paying enough attention to hear, to what the circumstances were saying, and whats already been said, will the hope die along with me, and it comes to the point where i get it, long after im dead, so many things dont make sense, and ive got so many questions, why didnt i ever catch on, even though ive been taught so many lessons, i never took the time to care, or waste the time to listen, now everything has gotten by me, and so many answers are missing, as i reflect back to all those moments, that we both shared, drugs made them better, and everybody cared, about the others well-being, if only for the night, not a thought or care in the world, that would cause a fight, but what about after the fact, when everything becomes clear, the gaps in my memory, keeps me standing here, waiting for the answers to come, and teatering off the edge of reality, all my happiest moments, have into frustrting insanity, i just want to go back for a visit, to my perfect fantasy.....
Reason for writing:
my g/f and i had a fucked up relationship.......stupid bitch this is for her
Birth sign: Aries
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