Confused without control

by korn - Pisces

I feel as if you are not listening
Don't care what i say
Do I waste my breath and words, talking to you all day?
I try to explain to you what is causing my sadness
But you're not evening listening you're just flirting
I think you would choose anything over me
I'm always open ears for you, listening to what you have to say
But whatever I try to say to you, you just think it's GAY
You don't care about the words that come out of my mouth
that's why you don't say you don't care anymore
you just blank me out
I try to get away from you
you know I'm angry
But you just talk to me again
Acting like nothing happened
I am serious
But you just take it as a joke
I ask you 'remember when I told you....'
And you reply with a no
I yell at you 'YOU PROBLY WEREN'T LISTENING AGAIN, LIKE ALWAYS'
but all you do is reply 'yep' with much pride
and you're happy with it
you don't care that you ignore me
you just use me
so you don't have to be alone
but guess what
I'm fed up with your shit
Trying to think of what to do
I'm Confused without control

Reason for writing:

    I have a friend that pisses me off and doesn't hear a word that comes out my fucking mouth, and as I think about it I don't even know why I'm friends with her! But I can't run, or hide, she follows me and acts like I didn't yell at her, or try to get my feelings through her head, I can't take it!
I'm confused without control.
    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-02-03 23:27:23
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:42
Poem ID: 67140

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