im not sure how to reconcile, with everyone ive hurt, im not even ready to admit to myself, that nothing has ever worked, all my stupid plans, and fucked up sneaky schemes, has brought me to where i am, still holding on to dreams, but not trying to fulfill them, just keeping them at a distance, coming back from time to time, just to prove my own existance, im not sure why im here, so far from where ive begun, if so many things had never happened, if so many things hadnt been done, what kind of person would i be, would i be more compassionate and wise, or would be the same me, and still wear my disguise....
Reason for writing:
i want to die
i want to die
i want to die
Birth sign: Aries
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