My integraty's damned My soul is on fire My heart is locked up I can't stand this burning desire My fate is no more My mind is bilistic Agony arises as I try to close the door Here I am, see me now Resist my heart or teach me how I want to refuse you To turn you away But my mind goes wild as I think of you each day To hold you To touch you To be by your side These thoughts are becoming very hard to hide Let me within Touch my soul Let me begin Hold me Caress me Kiss me, but don't test me. Oh,no...instead you turn away from me See beyond her Look into my eyes I'm destin' to find you Why haven't you relized Explore my ventures My spirit near you Warm me now Hold me close to you Caress my lips Caress my soul Catch me now I'm outta control Sensitivity, I must let go Reach you fast, forget going slow Silent lust? Maybe so. I just can't tell. I just don't know. My insides seem to hunger As these feelings toss me under My emotions are barred My heart is scarred Intimate feelings Discret thoughts Rage from within It is you I have sought Please stop this uncontrolable fear of seizing you when you are near A shower of affection just for you, but not only that if you would just see me through.
Reason for writing:
Some fling, when I was 15.
Birth sign: Gemini
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