Will I be Here?

by ~***a chick***~ - Pisces

Would I have the courage 
to slice and dice my wrists?
Would I have the courage 
to really end all this?
Suicide is on my mind almost all of the time.
Everything seems to stress me out
Nobody knows what I'm really about
Making so many plans towards my future
but in my head I ask will I even be here?
Such a screw up in this world
Tired of being just the little girl
I fuck almost anything thats good
with my bad moods and attitude
Emotionally unbalanced that'd be me
Living in my world of misery
Feeling not worth anyones time
Feeling as if I am so blind.

Reason for writing:

    Okay I wrote this the other day and left it in school...so I tried to remember but only could remember the beginning it has the same beginning as my last poem...so just consider this a extra one.    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-02-06 16:39:43
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:44
Poem ID: 67230

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