about myself

by cipher - Aries

why must i think these things,
and pull myself down,
im so tired of acting okay,
when everyones around,
i wish i could just forget,
all the mistakes ive made,
and finally move on with my life,
and forget these lonely days,
easier said than done,
it seems no matter how hard i try,
these fucked up memories will stay with me,
until the day i die,
sometimes i wish it were sooner,
so i could just float off into space,
never having to remember again,
just being able to leave this place,
and leave behind my sorrow,
and lost love and most definetely my hate,
i wish it were that easy,
i wish i could change my fate....

Reason for writing:

    about how my lifes going right about now i just moved away from every freind iver ever known and the girl i was supposed to marry   and my bestfreind/brother(joel)  im not going back to my hometown for like a year or so and its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard......i wish i could just not think about them...cipher    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-02-07 12:30:27
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:44
Poem ID: 67252

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