isn't like i mind being alone by myself close out everyone that heckles me and shut my ears to criticism let my pain out silently, let the tension come from me nice to know that they care enough to leave me alone but i want a different existance something where i wish i wasn't me or wasn't the way my brother wants me to be that my brain could solve all that haunts and defeats me lying awake at 5am lets me realize that thats not a good time to think its okay not to give in, or give way, faced with threats i merely respond by not giving in to them wisdom comes hard-and slow, not given enough time to grow before i had to become grown unable to deal with what has befallen me is how i feel its hard for me to understand just why i am the way i am feeling immature feeling like screaming feeling like i just want my life to be the way it used to be and it probably won't be are the thoughts that run through my head as i sit in my room, alone, left to the darkness with the coming shadows of dawn.
Reason for writing:
Last Night.
Birth sign: Aries
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