I feel the cold steel its in my hand I wonder what itd feel like to take a stand I'm all alone in my house Theres no one who can stop me now I'm not sure how it works I wonder how much it'll hurt I put it to my temple then put it in my mouth I dont know what to do someone help me out. I am crying now I dont know what to do I dont like to be so confused My hands are shaking my heart is racing Tell me how to calm this pacing The car is pulling in I still haven't given in So I'll put it back in its box wipe away my tears I'm as sly as a fox.
Reason for writing:
I did this a very long time ago and haven't really done anything like this again its not healthy if you are....anyways I was in school and we were talking about suicide and the feelings came to my mind of how I felt when I did this so I decided to write it in a poem. Enjoy.
Birth sign: Pisces
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